Eight Fears.
Spiders;
i know basically everyone has a fear of spiders but i despise them, i always check my room at night and always check my pillow, the reason behind this is because one night my mam was telling me that she was asleep one night and she heard a thud and all of a sudden she looked over and saw a giant spider! September is possibly the worst month for me because apparently its 'Spider September' the month all the spiders come into your house ewww.
Snakes;
- I'm not as scared of snakes as i am spiders, but i always wanted to hold a spider then i went to my best friends sisters house and she had a tiny snake and it was soo freaky i just cant stand them now!
Being followed;
really dont think there's any thing worse for a girl then having the feeling of being followed, or even worse being followed. Ive been followed on my way home before and i was petrified. I know it sounds silly but there's some creepy people out there!
Hights;
Weirdly enough, being up high really freaks me out, i can be brave walk up to the tallest part then i would freak out when i look down and my stomach drops and my legs feel like jelly, but my dream has always been to go up the Eiffel tower!
Drowning;
I am so bad at swimming, i went swimming about two weeks ago after four years of being scared after i nearly drown at a swimming lesson and i could swim but i would get to the half way point and would freeze because i couldn't go past the 1.5m part because of my fear.
Dying;
I am petrified of dying, no one knows what it feels like to die or not knowing how to is possible the main reason.
Ghosts:
My moma saw a ghost of my aunty in her room when i was a child and my granny-mar did too when she slept over to look after me as a child, ive heard alot about people seeing ghosts and seeing them in photos just petrifies me because i dont want to see one because it would creep me out.
Employment;
I've had two jobs since ive left school but part time ones, i'm scared to think that i might not get a full time job so i can get a house/flat and start my life properly.